Hi,my name is Kerri and I am 25. Me and my husband are just starting out with our daughter who is 4. We were so young when I got pregnant and then married that we never really knew what we were doing. I started drinking to ignore our problems and that became a problem. I lost my brother and my best friend 3 years ago and that was a huge loss in which time I dove into full blown alcholism. Now that I am sober and realize what I want in life for myself and my family I feel totally lost on how to get it. I have extreme anxiety and depression that I am just now starting to deal with and am not able to work just yet. I just have no idea what to do especially now that the holiday's are coming up. My husband has a job but it pretty much pays for my daughter's school and food for the week. I am one who never asks for help and walks with the weight of the world on my shoulders isolated because. i don't like to burden people. I feel like I am broken and I am totally lost and overwhelmed with financial responsibilities on paying for daily needs for my daughter getting an apartment(as we are living with my parents) paying off student loans,hospital bills,car insurance etc. I feel like a child inside who has no clue on how to live life and just needs a start so if there is anyone out the who can relate and can help I would be unbelievably greatful to you. I feel all alone and don't know where to turn so I thought maybe just maybe this was a way to ask for help. Thank you to who ever reads this.
